jascat's Diaryland Diary

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friends?

(friends?)
I don't have many friends. I had to go online to find penpals just to have some. All the friends I had in school won't keep in touch like they promised. I write them and don't hear anything back. I don't know what it is about me that can't get friends. I try so hard and I still fail. I just get tired of being alone sometimes and cry or just want to throw something. I'll play my stereo loud or write to express my feelings.

I just hope I can find a way to make friends. Its really hard when I live in such a small town. I guess it just has to be this way. I'm tired of trying to make new friends and not getting rewards.

2:33 p.m. - 2005-02-17

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