jascat's Diaryland Diary

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Inside my head..

(Inside my head)
There are a lot of things going on in here. Thoughts of my lost love, thoughts of a friend dealing with loneliness like myself, thinking of what days to come will bring, etc. and blah blah blah blah.

Why doesn't she think of something wonderful. She doesn't want to. She wants to be there to help her friends and family in their time of need.

She says "friends need to care about what goes on with their friends. They need to care about who they are and what they plan to do with their life and stuff like that."

She hates feeling like she can't do anything right for herself or others. When she can't help someone she gets irritated. She feels alone all the time and wonders why people are pushed away by here.

Her high school friends have vanished from her life and don't keep in contact like promised. She is all alone in this world until she hears from one of her beloved penpals. They are all she has, and for them she is graiteful.

Well that is all she has inside of me for now. Stay tuned for more....

12:51 p.m. - 2005-02-19

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