jascat's Diaryland Diary

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All is well

(All is well)
I'm doing well today. I was glad to get out of the house. I've been there all week and its driving me insane. Now I could get down here to the library and put my thoughts in here. Mom and Dad's birthdays are coming up and I got 2 cards. I hope they like them.
I hate when I have a dream and when I wake up wonder where the stuff is that I saw has gone. Last night, I saw Kevin and thought for sure that is was for real, until I woke up. I just hate when that happens. O well, if its meant to be i'll find him and we will be together again. I hope we were meant to be. It breaks my heart to not know how he is and if he is being treated well. He deserves the best because he gave me the best and I totally appriciate what he did for me.
He was the only guy who treated me and loved me for who I was and wasn't trying to get what he couldn't have. I've only dated 3 guys and he was the only on I truly loved and I knew I could trust not to push me.
Maybe there is another good guy out there for me, but its hard to meet them here. O well everything else is fine.
I heard from my father and we actually talked more than we have in a long time. He was on his way to his "home" from work.
But other than that things are alright. I guess I better get going now.

1:52 p.m. - 2005-03-04

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