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My worthless Father....

My life seem to get worse. I might be blowing this out of proportion, but I need to express this or it will tear me up inside. I have no one to talk to, so this diary is my listener and you are my reader.
Yesterday, a constable showed up at out door looking for my mother. He left when he found out she was not around at the time. He came back around five something. Comes to find out my father; or should I say Clint? wants a divorce. After all his freakin' talk about not wanting one and not wanting to marry Shelia, he has filed for a divorce.
The thing that really upsets me is he doeswn't tell me things ahead of time so I'll be ready for them and mother has spent a lot of money on the divorce papers she already filed a while back. She will never get that money back. She doesn't deserve this crap.
She was nothing, but good to him. And he treated her like a worthless piece of paper and just threw her away.
What's he going to do next? Divorce me? I had that nightmare last month. What if Shelia starts saying things to change his mind about wanting to be in my life? The papers say nothing about me. So maybe my nightmare is becoming a reality.

5:26 p.m. - 2005-09-27

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