jascat's Diaryland Diary

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y & is it...

why do I constantly focus on,
the thoughts and unhappiness,
of people who have no shred of personalitly,..
why do I let their feelings & lack of thoughts of me,
render me into times of depression.

why must I feel I must win everyone over,
and try to change who I am just to be liked.

I crave to gain everyone's attention,
even people I should care less about.

I just want to be noticed,
but is it world all these feelings,
of displeasure and abandonment,
by fakers,
also known as the so-called friends.

1:39 p.m. - 2007-10-09

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